Why..Why..Why...

When a person refuses to accept your advise that violates rules and regulation of profession, those moments I used get a urge to blast, utter uncontrolled words, body heats up as pressure jumps. I used to encounter such thing not only in my job but also in public, when a stranger gives harsh statement. Mostly, I had regretted for reacting to such moments without controlling urge. I decided to express displeasure in my facial gesture. Later, I realized, that it became a my weakness and others took it as opportunity, to  tease, upset, distress me. 

My calmness too became my weakness, some started to misjudge us and irritate us with words. Some judged with physical appearance, on my native, on societal  subdivision. My mind and body expressed dullness, that can be easily noticed with the eyes. These thing slowly changed me in stead of tackling them. My confidence was eroded by sort of humiliation. 

I raised so many 'Why...why...why question to self and the God'

why it happening to me

Why I am like this

Why Iam easily pressurized by others

Why god made me like this

Why appearance so bad

Why I can't perform

Why can't I build confidence

Why